I UNDERSTAND THIS IS FOR ME, YOU WONT READ IT, NOR WOULD YOU WANT TO, KNOWING YOUR BABYGIRL BEST FRIEND, IS HURTING. I COULD HAVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD THE PAIN, YOU HAD WHEN MOTHER DIED. NOW, I CAN UNDERSTAND A LITTLE. MOM COME MONDAY @7:13, IT WOULD BE 2 YEARS SINCE YOU SPOKE TO ME. THE PAIN SEEMS SO MUCH UNBEARABLE . FUNNY, THE OTHER DAY I EMBRACED, THAT I PICKED UP THE PHONE TO CALL AND TELL YOU DADDY AND YOURSELF HAD PASSED. MAYBE ITS GOOD, BECAUSE MAYBE REALITY IS SEEKING IN. EVERYTIME I THINK IM ADJUSTING, UNKOWING TO MYSELF I FEEL MYSELF, GOING BACK TO APLACE OF NOT UNDERSTANDING. I MISS MY FRIEND. KNOW ONE, KNOW ONE, UNDERSTANDS ME, THE LAUGHTER WHEN ITS NOT FUNNY OR INAPPROPRIATE TO EVERYONE ELSE, WE CANT CONTTROL OURSELVES. OH AND I MISS GETTING MY DADDY UPSET UNTIL HE SAYS "GIRRRL YOU BETTER LEAVE ME ALONE. "I'M LIKE A DUCK AND I DONT GIVE A (BLANK)" THE BEST DADDY THAT I NEVER KNEW THE WORDS WOULD BE SO TRUE> "THE EMOTION OF THE MIND CONSIST OF MANY THOUGHTS"JUST LEFT ME TO CLOSE TOGETHER, AUGUST/OCTOBER 2013, WOW,I MISS YOU MOMMY AND DADDY, SO MUCH THERES SOMETHING I CANT EXPLAIN. IM SEEKING THE HOLY SPIRIT, FOR HE IS THE ONE WHO COMFORTS THE SOUL. I LOVE YOU, PEOPLE SAY THEY WOULDNT WANT TO BE HERE. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULDNT WANT YOU 2HERE. DOES NOT MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY. IM TRYING, I WANT TO TALK TO MY MOM AND DADDY
